Someone commented about my facial expression.
I was like, "Oh no. They've realized it."
I told myself then, "Come on.. You got to change this. You're not a guy. You're a girl."
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I love to wear the "poker face".
A blank expression, that makes people hard in guessing my real feeling.
I look neutral.
I used to admire guys with a straight face. A face that smile only on certain occasion, and not smiling carelessly in front of girls. Looking at them, as they look like my father, making me comfortable (n_n)
We can easily judge the face they wear, whether it is a proud face, or a face of dignity and pride. Based on their characters of course.
A face of dignity. A face of a leader. Strong. Charismatic.
I like that kind of facial expression. I might have try to have one. Wait, no. I am using one.
But now, I realized that it doesn't looks good on a girl. Might just be I'm not doing it right, or I don't have the traits to have one.
Why do I think boys looks good with that kind of facial expression? Untunglaa..
Why do I think boys looks good with that kind of facial expression? Untunglaa..
I was quiet a tomboyish girl a while back. Not too much physically, but more internally.
"Kau ni macam lelaki lah." My friends, acquaintances, and even my family's members remarked.
Who want to be told that? Huhu.
I am changing for good when I entered matriculation, but the lingering style might still be there unconsciously.
"Kau ni macam lelaki lah." My friends, acquaintances, and even my family's members remarked.
Who want to be told that? Huhu.
I am changing for good when I entered matriculation, but the lingering style might still be there unconsciously.
Yup, got to remove that away.
Sometimes, I'm afraid that I might have a lack of emotion. Am I?
Or, is it because I'm restraining myself to not give out emotion carelessly?
Hmm?
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