Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Cuti Semesta

PLKN pun ada cuti.. Cuti semesta namanya.. mula2 dia bagitau cuti mula 26-30 April.. So, minta tolong abah tempah tiket flight.. Tapi, beberapa hari lepas tu, Komandan Kem kata tarikh dah ditukar pulak.. 27-2 Mei..

So, saya yang dah terbeli tiket awal ni, terpaksalah balik awal, dan kembali awal.. Jadi, tengah kat rumah lah ni...

Nak cerita pasal pengalaman kat sini, tapi, maybe lepas habis latihan lah.. Tengoklah dulu..

Saya dapat Kem Junaco Park, Sibu, Sarawak.. Kem yang terbesar, tercantik dan terbersih kat Malaysia.. Cewah.. Yela kot, cikgu cakap macam tu.. Komandan pun cakap macam tu.. Besar tu memang besar.. Memang sakit kakilah hari2 kat situ.. Tapi,saya okey je... Tambah stamina..

Kat sana memang panas.. Kalau panas, memang panas betul.. Kalau hujan tu, memang hujan leeebat... Woo.. Panas sampai kitorang ramai yang kena ulser.. Batuk2.. Demam2.. Sebab cuaca tak menentu..

Pastikan Ku Miliki...

Berdoa dan terus berdoa..

"Ya Allah,berilah ketenangan kepadaku..."

Alhamdulillah,lepas je hari pemecahan kompeni, saya dapat dorm baru, dorm mate baru, dan kawan2 baru... Bila dapat kenal diorang, especially budak2 Iban, saya rasa tenang sangat... Best sangat... Eventhough diorang Kristian, tapi, saya lebih hargai diorang daripada budak2 Muslim...

Tapi,alhamdulillah,dalam dorm tu, saya kenal mereka2 yang nak solat sama... Baru rasa ada teman..

Rasa beruntung dapat kenal diorang...

Yan Xin, Astika, Maureen, Marie, Stephanie, Yana, Imok, Atikah, Chai Ling, Marini, Chew, Frida, Chua, Ernesta, Natalie, Janta, Cecelia, Maria, Sim Mun, Joanna, Nurul, Vivian, Alfiah...

Monday, April 26, 2010

Culture Shock Is Really Shocking!

The first thing I thought about National Service was that maybe I will don't have any troubles with the culture shock that I'll encountered. But, I was totally wrong.. Indeed, I thought I've prepared my heart the BEST to face the reality of teenagers these days, but... I've failed! My heart dropped to the deepest narrowest blackest hole ever!

I was really taken aback.. I was really sad. The saddest I ever felt in my life until now.. It felt like I don't want to live here, among 'them'.. I want to go back, back to the life I wanted.. I don't want to live in a life that is full of ignorance..AGAIN! This is ENOUGH!

For three straight days, I cried. I cried in my sleep, cried in my shower,cried in my prayer... I cannot stand it.. People looking at me as if I'm a weird creature! What's so weird to wear a long t-shirt, a long scarf..? Haven't you seen one before? Hmmphh..

Is it necessary to mock me, behind my back especially? If you have something disturbing you about me, just ask me! You don't have to keep it to yourself and talk behind my back with others.. That was one of the shameful thing to do!

Why I'm wearing scarf in dorm, why I'm wearing my scarf like that, why I like wearing loose shirt.. Just ask me! I can explain it, if you want to hear..

But, the most disappointing thing I ever felt is, how little the number of muslim girl do the prayer.. It's like..astagfirullah.. My first dorm mates before we got separated according to the Kompeni, really made me cried.. It's like, am I the one who do the prayer? I know I have to think nice, maybe they're having menstruation or something, but! Why all of them? Well, maybe.. Okay2.. I just have to husnuzon... Maybe all of them have it at the same time.. Okay2.. think nice..

Okay, that's the culture shock for me..And, it was really shocking.. (deep sigh...)
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